Alahai anak mama...

Kejadian ni berlaku pagi tadi, masa dalam lift sebelum pegi HUKM for Nurin's follow up appoinment. Hari ni aku dari rumah adik ipar kat Gurney. Bila dah sampai tingkat 3 kat mana kitaorg parked the car, pintu lift pun terbuka. Supposely i press the 'open' button rite?, Instead i pressed the 'close' button and what happened is, Nurin dah keluar, mama dah babah tertinggal kat dalam!

I what like.."Eh, apsal pintu ni, apsal dia tutup nih??" (padahal aku sendiri yg tekan that 'close' button), i was scared, panicked and started to cry.

Lift tu plak, dah turun tingkat 1, turun lagi Lower Ground, i just felt stupid and how careless i am. What a mother i am let lost her dotter easily!! If anything happen to my child, i will not forgive myself!!

Bila lift to sampai tingkat 2, aku dah dengar suara Nurin jerit panggil 'Mama..mama' dengan suara yang dah nak menangis. Sampai je tingkat 3, elok je Nurin ada depan pintu lift and she was smiled when she saw me. Aku lak terus peluk dia and said sorry to her. It was a relief to see her again! Aku takleh bayang kalau apa-apa terjadi, rasa cam nak melempang diri sendiri, macam mana la benda ni bole berlaku.

Dulu-dulu pun pernah bila pintu lift terbuka, Nurin just ran in, nasib baik kitaorang sempat tahan pintu lift dari tertutup, kalau tak ntah sampai mana-mana la budak tu. Bila fikir-fikir balik, i always take everything for granted, bila Nurin dah pandai jalan and berlari, takyah nak hold her hand anymore, just perati je, but then budak kecik, mana la tahu bahaya ke, apa ke. So, today experince is really a much needed-lesson to me, and when i told mak, mak said to dukung Nurin everytime masuk dan keluar dari lift. (mak marah aku gak masa tu for being so careless..huhhuhu...)

p/s: Alhamdulillah, nothing happened to Nurin and also her medical check-up showed nothing serious. Hopefully she will heal naturally, insyaAllah and thank God for gave a cute precious dotter of mine, Alhamdulillah!